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Okay lads I hate (and I mean hate) to be the bearer of bad news here but like… if the captain wasn’t lying and barry in fact was real then… barry died guys :(
The captain, wandering the halls of button house calling out for his loyal friend. A friend who helped him through thick and thin—when the war started, when havers left, when the looming dread of war became too much. Eventually the whole unit starts searching for him, rummaging through bushes and scouting the nearby forest. Even the sweet promise of treats could not beckon the dog from his hiding spot.
Finally, the captain returns to his office. Under his desk he finds the small fluffy body curled in on itself. Lost in a deep slumber.
“Ah, barry, there you are!” He smiled with relief, placing a comforting hand on his companion.
The captain’s heart drops. He’s cold to the touch.
“Barry?” He asks, pleads, quietly. “Come on, wake up old boy.” A lump formed in his throat, the captain struggled to swallow as tears pricked his eyes.
The little dog’s body lay still under his fingers. His soft breathing had escaped his lungs for a while now.
And so the captain sat there, cradling the small creature in his arms. His fur was made wet with tears. Minutes, or perhaps hours passed. It didn’t matter anymore. It was strange, his time spent with barry seemed so short. From the day he brought him home to this moment felt like it went by in the blink of an eye, now time passed so slowly as he quietly sobbed behind his desk.
He tearfully breaks the news to the unit, and they all agree to give him a proper soldier’s burial. Taking the two shabby rifles and limited ammunition they had, a ceremony was held in the garden. The captain slowly laid his dog into the hole. Watching helplessly as he left the warm embrace of his arms into the cold, wet earth.
“He was very special to me.”
More words were said, but his clouded mind could not keep its grip on the reality before him.
Finally, the two-gun salute was fired and flowers were placed on top of him. A blanket of pale petals.
The captain alone buried him. Silent tears ran down his damp cheeks as each shovel of dirt obscured his only friend. Saying goodbye never got easier, despite the captain becoming used to it.
#cw animal death#UHHHHH SORRY I DIDN’T MEAN TO WRITE A FANFIC???? IT JUST HAPPENED?????#anyways#don’t think about the captain becoming a ghost and hoping to find barry somewhere in the house#or maybe do if you think barry became a ghost for a bit#I don’t know where all these sad ghosts posts are coming from#maybe because the show’s ended I’m subconsciously very very sad about it#which would make sense#anyways sorry about this#you can yell at me in tags lol#bbc ghosts#the captain#barry the dog#bbc ghosts fanfic#I guess#my fanfic
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#technoblade#im. not tagging him. you all know him 😭#i dont wanna be in their tag they'll probably yell at me#my art#if you see any mistakes umm no you dont <3 it was hard enough getting this lined as is i dont care how bad the lines are lol#comparing this to my pinned is so funny jgfjgh you can see all my energy left me ages ago#this was so fun tho. mama mia#BIG DISCLAIMER BTW I MOSTLY JUST POST ABOUT SKYBLOCK DONT COME HERE FOR CREATORS 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#i've been on a drawing kick the past two days but this will NOT last#dont follow for the pig you'll see him once a week at best 🐖
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I wanna get these TMAGP 8 thoughts written down before the public drops so here's your spoiler warning!
SPOILERS AHEAD
So this "Gifted Kids Program" that the Magnus Institute had is very intriguing. I'm going to throw a thought out there that's kind of a gut feeling, with only OTHER gut feelings to back it up
What if they were trying to make Avatars? I can't help but feel HEAVY Stranger vibes coming from Gerry Keay in this episode. Something was so off about him, and I don't think it's just because he was a much more normal person (apparently, at least) than in TMA. And Sam certainly has tendencies that lean towards The Eye.
I've been trying really REALLY hard not to drag The Fears into this, but this was my gut feeling and I wanted to share. Maybe the new entities (if there are some) parallel The Stranger and The Eye which is why I'm getting those vibes from Gerry and Sam, respectively.
#anyway#just wanted to share#and have it on the record before the episode is completely released lol#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magpod#tmagp spoilers#tmagp theory#tmagp thoughts#tmagp early access#tmagp early access spoilers#? i am having a hard time figuring out what the early access tag is so im gonna use every variant i can#tmagp ea#tmagp ea spoilers#to the anon i thought was being helpful but apparently WAS intending to yell at me#fuck you too :)#i saw your post#i would be upset too#but that was unnecessary#i made an honest mistake and im fixing it#im still very very sorry i spoiled something for you /gen
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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PAULARUSSELL NATION STAYS WINNING!
#nsbu#russell feeld#paula donvalson#never stop blowing up#d20#midnight draws#dimension 20#paularussell#SOOOO many delighted scribbles for this ep. WE STAY WINNING#so much jennifer and russell lore and also SO MANY fun paularussell scenes (God we need an actual ship name)#me when they get drunk and vulnerable and yell about exes and their images of each other. SO FUN#PAULA TELLS HIM SHE CAN STOP FLIRTING IF HE WANTS AND HE DOES NOT TAKE THAT OUT. RUSSELL IM WATCHING YOU#oh god do i need to tag their action selves. gonna make this easy on myself and say no lol#anywayyy AHHHH IM CRAZY. IM CRAZY
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rereading random bits of descendants of olympus (as one does) and. vera <3 still soooo obsessed with how she takes lupa's divinity. like MAN.......there is something to how shes had to scrape and claw her way into every single good thing shes ever had. that she's never just been able to KEEP these things, that she is always always always fighting for them. and so of course she takes divinity. she wants to LIVE. and in this world where the fates themselves are trying to control her, its like--yeah. maybe you do need a gods power to finally get like, at least a year of the life you want. the life you werent supposed to have. forever thinking about vera's one line in her chapter thats like 'of course the fates are losing power. because they'd never let someone like leo into my life.' YELLS. FOREVER.
also have we talked enough about minnie I THINK WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT MINNIE--
#chatter#son of sea foam#sosf#yeah fuck it im not scared veraposting in the main tags#unrelated to verapost but also i reread the end of ethans chapters and GOD. GOD.#everything happening to percy here is SO GOOD....like yes at the end of the day im rooting for vera and leo lol but percy....#the way estelle is the only one who can fight for him. the parallels drawn with zeus.#how he doesnt even realize killing lupa will betray jason.#dakota (i think lol) talking w ethan and that whole bit about how like...its the people who are loyal who betray you.#bc percy offers loyalty to so many people but at the end of the day he DOES have a list. and. well. evelyn is pretty high up there#and jason just. isnt.#LITERALLY MAKES ME KDJFGNJDFBGF#god. isnt there a sosf discord what if i was in there veraposting on the daily#tbf i dont usually join discords cause im bad at talking to people if they arent starting it#BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS I WILL YELL ABOUT FOREVER. NO MATTER WHO WANTS OR DOESNT WANT TO HEAR IT#and vera is one of those things <3#anyways hi everyone who follows me for Anything Else i hope you enjoy the veraposting#you should read son of sea foam it changes you :3#and then send me asks about it :333 (<- joking but. what if)#vera love of my life
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESENT MIC, I got you (super)villainy <3
#liza writes#yamada hizashi#shirakumo oboro#aizawa shouta#he and shinsou both get aus for their birthdays lol#hero/villain/vigilante au#it gets a ✨tag✨#bc now that i've posted abt it once there's no guarantee the dam hasn't broken and i might yell about it some more#i can't believe i'm posting a snippet it's been rotating in the brain microwave for so long#but if ever there was an occasion for it it would be mic's birthday. what a guy#mha fic#q#i mentioned this on my main but if you've read this far in the tags you can have the cursed knowledge#that yes mom by tessa violet is this au's villain mic theme song in the funniest possible way#it’s about the backstory#i wanted to post the next chapter of brave the dark today since it’s a mic chapter#but this weekend’s stats so far have been#broken refrigerators: 1#unanticipated urgent care visits: 1#(not for me which is somehow worse)#just sitting with my head in my hands: too many to count#but! refrigerator has been fixed and a referral has been acquired#AND new machi fic? come on weekend redemption arc
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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why is everyone so pissy at me after the Fade!! the Inquisitor just physically fought through hell and all I hear is whining afterwards
#Dorian at least asked how I was afterwards but he was clearly fishing for info#which fair game but Come On#I got to hug Varric which is only a little bittersweet since I basically picked Hawke to die...#Vivienne is also on my case for info about the Fade!!! these mages do not care#only after she pressed me to pick a Divine candidate ugh she's hot but so tiring#Solas was just a dick to me#I know your divine siblings are on the chopping block but honestly killing slumbering Old Gods before they can start the next 5 apocalypses#it ain't a bad idea buddy#sorry you live forever or some shit but mortals gonna try to avoid countless deaths every time#this is gonna be a case of only the 3 companions I brought in being chill and kind with it huh#so far Cass isn't yelling at me about it at least#Iron Bull continues to be the best that is my best buddy right there#Sera makes sense I sorta forgot she'd have a very uniquely bad time in the Fade#I'm sorry girly I should Not have taken you lol#oh Cole sweet boy have a little more faith in me won't you#BLACKWALL WE ARE HOMIES IN THIS I AM WITH YOU#Gray Wardens did no (okay maybe a little) wrong#DAI Posting#I hope you enjoyed the live tagging of me talking to everyone afterwards
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shuffle your On Repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people
Thank you for the tag @echo-the-ghost!!!! Time to find...where my On Repeat playlist is... not me just searching for it instead 💀
Don't Forget - Toby Fox, Laura Shigihara
Worst in Me - Unlike Pluto
All That You Are (From "Lost Ember") - Solid Audioworks
Despicable - grandson
UP TO SNUFF! (I'm on Fire) - atsuover
MEGALOVANIA PHONK - Nueki, Tochonov
Toxic - Britney Spears
Tonight Is The Night I Die - Palaye Royale
Shadow Moses - Choir Noir
But Never a Key - Dirt Poor Robins
Oh like, almost all of these are from D&D OC playlists WHOOPS ^^; Most of them are Tiarnan or the toxic Tiarnan & Corrupted Moirin playlist, though there are a few songs from my work playlist, Killian's playlist, and like, one song from my Kasai campaign playlist.
tagging: @theitalianmafia, @emmettkane, @kingxxlink, @trucbiduleschouettes, @jesterdraws99-blog, @solarflame33, @dudebe-nice, @grand-theftautumn, @ninjasylveon, @eldritch-goth !! And anyone else who wants to join, feel free to still tag me if you want <3
#tag game#not art#daisy rambles#btw y'all feel free to tag me in tag games or ask memes or w/e!!!#ALSO DAMN I WAS GONNA TAG SADINCAE LOL#thats ok im getting u mafia because YOU KNOW BUT NEVER A KEY IS YOUR FAULT#I listened to that song ON REPEAT TOO MANY TIMES BECAUSE U GOT ME HOOKED ON IT#also dont judge me toxic is on tiarnan's playlist because he makes stupid lovestruck idiot decisions sometimes#also sorry moots who do not use spotify 😔#u can just yell songs u frequently listen to lol#or ignore this#whatever floats your boat xD#also legit surprised USSEEWA didn't end up on here#bc like holy shit I listen to that one a lot#its both on mecore AND killian playlist
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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead
#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere#i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art#but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely#certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like#university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government#i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour#party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead#also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be#idk#it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking#also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most#part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still#i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going#the way i wanna#I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life#if not then gap year to work it out#should probably look at unis for english language too then#sigh#ucas website i may as well marry you#ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up#yeah#shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical#they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices#crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that#why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine#bue waffling#vent post
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im not gonna tag this or reblog or reply to the OP but i need it to be known cause this is actually a little insane to me
reminder that this is a FICTIONAL PERSON. FUCKING OF COURSE IF THE BLOODTHIRSTY VILLAIN OF THE SERIES WAS A REAL PERSON WE WOULD HATE HIM.
i do think that there is a chunk of people who only like rafe cause hes hot and tbh, good for them! finding a villain hot and only liking them cause theyre hot is literally the most normal thing ever- have yall never been in a fandom ever???? the only thing that usually excuses a villain from this is if theyre like- a sexual predator. literally just welcome to fandom culture- BITCHES LOVE A HOT VILLAIN!
BUT ALSO. its just untrue to say that EVERYONE only likes him cause hes hot- like have yall not seen the PARAGRAPHS of analysis that (usually barry x rafe shippers tbh) post??? he's a well written villain! he has explanations for his actions, almost everything has a reason that you can read into- that obviously doesnt EXCUSE his actions (though i dont think ive seen people outright excuse his actions outside of a joking "he can do no wrong" "if evil why hot" posts that are mostly made for thirsting), but HES A DAMN GOOD CHARACTER. Hes pretty well written and EXTREMELY well acted! theres a damn good reason him and JJ are probably the most popular characters on this show- theyre both extreme and traumatised and usually have a sympathy built in, theyre misunderstood by people around them and lean into those misunderstandings- people relate to them, their characters are interesting (jj's isnt the best written like most of the pogues tbh, but thats just cause theyre the main characters and the writers dont handle them very well), and it helps a certain chunk of the fandom that their actors are nice to look at!
IT IS FINE TO NOT LIKE RAFE. YOU'RE NOT WRONG IF YOU HATE HIS GUTS AND WANT HIM DEAD IN THE STREETS. BUT SAYING PEOPLE ONLY EVER LIKE HIM CAUSE DREW'S PRETTY IS IGNORING SO MUCH OF HIS CHARACTER.
you can just say "i dont understand how yall can stand rafe, but go off ig, i feel this way" without tearing down people who like his character for a multitude of reasons, you can go off and yell about the characters all you want, i dont care, i do the same lol, but dude i beg of you to be SO for real. hes a fictional character that people are allowed to like for whatever reason lol. hes not a real person out there trying to kill people- i beg of yall to remember that these characters are fictional
#this doesnt get tags cause im here to yell into the void lol#again- i fully understand hating him! i can understand hating or not liking basically all the characters in this show#they all have moments where theyre annoying or fuck something up or do something you might think is irredeemable#(obviously rafe being the main antagonist for most of the seasons and having all his issues means he has MUCH more of those moments)#but its insane to treat him like hes a flat character who does nothing but evil lol#and that the only reason anyone could like his character is because his actor is attractive#and then ACT LIKE THATS A BAD THING?#sometimes it sounds like you people have just like.... never been in a fandom lol#🪲#ANYWAYS#give me rafe hate thats actually about him and not about people daring to find his character interesting (or hot)
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I was tagged by @thiefbird for this challenge (tysm <33):
Rules: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!
I decided that I would do this Worse by copy-pasting the horrible little (long) list of all the fics I've ever contemplated and let the people decide. A few conventions: (x) means an abandoned WIP that I'm not planning to finish (but might if people convince me to take it up again), * means that I have actually written some amount of it (and by token of that, lack of * means it is purely an idea/outline), and (CAT) means a fic that I'm writing in Catalan, since there are a couple and you can't tell by the titles. Some of these are the title lyrics, some of them are joke names, and some of them are what I'm actually planning to title them. I'd love to know which ones catch people's attention! And I suppose I'll tag @chiropteracupola @lurking-latinist @sanguinarysanguinity and anyone else who finds this interesting, I forget which of you all write fics so I don't want to mistag anyone 😅
AUBREYAD
4-3-3 (aka The Creative Endeavor) (x) *
the adventures of sweeting and aubrey
i´ll tend to the flame, you can worship the ashes (x) *
untitled machineries of empire au *
the bee’s knees (buzz buzz)
the sticky wicket
de tant romandre fora el món (x) * (CAT)
adéu clavell morenet (canto jo) * (CAT)
dracs als pirineus (CAT)
the curious letter *
the famous flower of serving men (x) *
mostra’m com estimar la mar * (CAT)
anestèsica (CAT?)
trio time *
HORNBLOWER
the ideological travails of hornblower and bunting (x) *
post-wwii football au that came to me in a dream (x) *
hornblower/barbara in mean girls: math olympiad edition
get sick idiots <3 (és tan tendra la ferida del desig) *
hornblower: math dad edition
the sibyl of sheerness
la (no-)presa de roses obrianitzada *
stick him in that time loop *
jedao two
hornblower the tank engine *
the last battle (tengo de xubir al püertu) *
hornblower gets a cat
OTHER
comedy of errors *
dyddiau du, dyddiau gwyn *
ali, the arab
bint el-khandaq
#behold. the horrifically long and incomprehensible list#i hadn't realized how many catalan fics i was planning :0 i just saw stephen and went ham i guess#fun game: see if you can match these titles to the things i've mentioned on here lol#i WILL be finishing a couple of these in the next few week i WILL be doing it and i will then be PUBLISHING them#<- speaking like this because if i don't then i won't publish them#anyways let me know if you're curious about any of these honestly people wanting to see a fic makes me want to finish it#thank you for the tag!#tag games#percy yells at cecil scott#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense#and many other such examples but i shan't tag them
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As per your recent post, may I ask why the whole Magnus protocol thing pisses you off? No obligation to answer, just wondering.
Yo! Ummmm. Hmm. It's mostly from a personal perspective/my opinion/feelings on TMA?
I really did like how the story ended, I thought it wrapped up well, the thought that we didn't KNOW what happened in the aftermath or what happened to jmart & Co definitively, felt really fitting and a nice full circle close on the story as a whole. It ended where it should've and I was really satisfied with that. It had told its story and that was it. Part of TMA (the whole thing you could argue) is the fear of the Unknown so like. Idk it felt fitting.
Around the same time it was ending/s5 there was kind of a big boom in the Fandom, and there was a lot of new fans who binged the whole of 5 seasons in like. A week or two and then wanted, understandably, more?
I don't really have sources to back me up I'm just speaking from personal experience talking w people who I've recommended the show to post-finale and who listened to it post-finale, and this isn't to be gate keepy or try and bash newer fans like. It's a good show I'm glad that people are still discovering it. Etc etc etc whatever.
Its of my PERSONAL OPINION. that continuing the story that TMA told is a disservice to the story itself. I have a post here that I made back when it was announced that kinda explains a little bit better.
I don't mean to accuse anyone working in it or listening to it of like. Being a cashgrab or pandering to fans or anything like that, I'm just personally dissatisfied and a little disappointed about it.
Im just not excited, I'm sure it'll be good? Johnny Sims has a style of writing horror I'm a huge fan of, im sure everyone who worked on it worked hard and im sure they all did an incredible job and I'll probably. Listen to it someday? Im just. Dreading it. Idk. I'll probably ramble jn the tags a little more and be more incoherent but like. Eh. Not excited, seems stupid. Sorry.
TL;DR it's of my opinion that TMA didn't need a continuation, had a good ending for the story it was telling, and tmagp is a disservice to that story. Whatever.
#There's also the like. This isn't what you asked but like while I am a HUGE fan of TMA I'm real. critical of it#I also. Hm. don't particularly like what it's done to the audio drama space and particularly the horror genre as a whole.#The euhhhh. How do I put this#There's been a recent. Uhhh. Whenever there's a new (horror) audio drama that's come out there's been need for a jmart dynamic#Does that. can anyone hear me. Sammy 🫵 Sammy knows what I'm talking about.#Red valley malevolent etc etc I'm sure there's others#TMA IS VERY GOOD AS A STANDALONE WORK. ITS AWESOME HOW BIG IT GOT. HOWEVER. TH HORRORS#Dude should I main tag this. Nah#tma critical#I don't wanna get yelled at but also.#tmagp#lol#NOW KM SCARED. SORRY. I DONT LIKE IT. SEEMS BAD.#Dude I'm gonna get fuckin cancelled.#Asks#Anon
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Maybe I'm just cursed 🤪
#trigger warning for everything that follows in these tags btw#i am in need of some venting into the void#so im gonna vent#so uh#im almost out of time to find a new job before i have to leave my flat and move back with my parents#in the past 27 days ive filled in 189 job applications#6 of those led to interviews#so far 5 of those have been rejections#i even started looking at jobs that paid way less than i can feasibly live on just so i could at least cover rent and stay here but no luck#anyway thats already sucky#and then ive had to go off my adhd meds because of continuous and annoying fuck ups with my drs and im hesitant to work to fix it cause#might be moving counties anyway lol#my depression is the worst its ever been in about two years i struggle to want to exist day in and day out and#this morning i found out my dog - my baby who i dont live with because i moved cities - he lives with my parents#we found out he has an agressive cancer - and i have to now make choices i dont feel ready to make#and im just#do you ever feel like youre already one the ground but life wont stop kicking you#and i feel#so lonely#my friends are doing everything right my cousin who i live with is always checking in on me and i am still#convincing myself i am being a burden i am the problem i#my whole life is collapsing and i#even writing this all out in tags my brain is yelling at me for being an 'attention seeker' or smth and idk#i just wanna#idk#its complicated ig#im fighting#i am fighting so hard#i just want ppl to know im doing my best thats all#anyone who read all of this - hi - i hope youre having a beautiful day. its all going to be okay in the end 💛
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Yo I don't know if anyone else is seriously bothered by this but those "good luck" posts where everyone goes wow this post really works you HAVE to reblog it or else you won't get the good thing that happens when you reblog it and therefore it's your fault if the good thing doesn't happen because you didn't reblog the post,
Yeah, those posts. They don't ummmmmmmmm
They don't work.
Like, listen, a little prayer of good luck to give yourself hope is one thing, but every single one of these posts has a comment that is like "this is literally magic I received life-altering amounts of money because of this post REBLOG THIS NOW." And assuming these accounts aren't just also the original poster emotionally manipulating people - And brushing over how foolish/cruel it feels to give false hope and additional tasks to those in poverty AND moving on from how absolutely shitty these posts are for people with compulsion-related disorders or difficulty discerning reality--
it feels to me that the more we make up magic that doesn't exist in this world, the harder it is to see how things really are, and the more it obscures from us the magic that actually does exist. Things like magnetism, electricity, human thought and connection, emotion, storytelling, machinery, fire. That's the sort of magic we have in this world. These magics are real and they can be manipulated in miraculous and terrible ways.
And maybe it's just the way my mind works, but if I am able to convince myself that a photo of a four-leaf clover has any amount of cosmic power over my life, then I am no longer looking clearly at my situation and what I need to do to change it. I am no longer able to truly see the magic that IS there.
I feel the same way about astrology honestly. I don't think it's bad to believe in as long as you're not ascribing it to unwilling people, but I personally do feel like if I believed the shapes the Romans saw in the stars made me who I am, then not only would I deny myself autonomy, but also I would miss out on the magic of the stars as huge lonely nuclear light giants indifferent to and ignorant of the lives of humans in terrifying and beautiful ways. I might even dismiss scientific discoveries that didn't fit my view. And I think I've seen enough of the damage that can do for one lifetime. (I am aware that I probably wouldn't have so many problems with astrology if I wasn't a furious ex-Catholic. But again, there's nothing wrong with faith as long as you're not slapping it onto other people.)
But, gods, I hate these fucking good luck posts.
I am not poor due to the stars or the lack of luck-money posts on my dashboard. I am poor because I live in oppressive power structures that I hope to see burn in my lifetime. I need as clear a view of this reality as possible.
If you want to spread positive magic, you have to spread love and information and images/stories of a beautiful shared future that other people are invited to be a part of.
I'm a big believer in Hope. I believe hope is a sacred thing. But I'm not a big fan of false hope.
So in conclusion, if you reblog this post and then tomorrow something very lucky and seemingly unrelated happens, it had nothing to do with this post.
The only Magic will be the magic of unfathomably huge amounts of data transferring all across the world instantaneously to reach you and show you words that came from someone else's heart and mind.
The only Magic will be however it makes you feel to know that if you need luck, at least one other person in this world wants good things to happen to you: I care that you are found. I care that you are loved. I care that you are safe. I care that you live long enough to find or be found by happiness and that you then live for a very long time after that. And I don't need to meet you to know that I'm right.
Know that I will spend the rest of my life working to build spaces where you would be welcome. And maybe you and I will never meet, but I happen to know there's a whole lot of people like me in this world. And I happen to know that as long as you are alive, there is a chance you will grow old in warmth and comfort, surrounded by friends. There is a chance that your old eyes will be crinkled at the sides with laugh lines. And that's magic. That's real magic.
#original#if I'm honest I think I made some of these points better in the tags of that one post I have about the cake#but clearly I'm processing something so#hopepunk#cripple punk#cripplepunk#good luck#magic#you have no idea how much I wish other types of magic existed cuz I really want to be a wizard but that doesn't mean there's no magic#i want Magic Missile but all I have is an autistic drive to see things without ambiguity. XD#too much false hope can kill a person. it's so irresponsible to spread false hope. spread real hope. tell the fucking truth.#there are things in this world worth hoping for. real things. tell someone they are worthy of good things. that's hope. that's good luck.#it's actually quite lucky to be unexpectedly told kind and true things. like finding $20. except my poor ass can actually provide it#not tagging this with astrology so people are less likely to yell at me lol#there's probably a better version of this post in which I cut a lot of the bitching at the start but hey I needed to bitch#it's my right as a hot bitch.#edit: ALSO another thing this reminds me of is how a lot of white women who practice witchcraft really want to believe that they#at some point in history were a persecuted minority. 'we are the great-great-granddaughters of the witches you didn't burn!'#like sorry no there have been no witches burned and no witches hung the horror of it all is that they were just normal women#white people are not the great great granddaughters of witches. we are the great great grandchildren of slave owners.#any narrative that leads us to forget that is extremely suspect.
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